Clinical Observation(14.03.2026)
Clinical observation
if I didn’t something wrong
slowly isolating into
my own metaphor
the dog follows
one part experiencing
one part watching
her loss
my pain
he is
and what’s left
- Oskar
14.03.2026
and one day it left
It's wonderful,
always wanted it to be
the last thing i do in life
this door open behind
locked in a box of greedy truths
it once lived, with no roots
being right, left behind
searching nightmares,
dancing,
It's wonderful.
-Oskar
15.04.2026
It will not end by doing it.
From abyss into the void.
Most feathers don't fly.
Changed one thing.
Changed the whole thing.
Subconsciously Intentionally.
Recognized pattern recognition.
Sleeping is just a quote.
It's not worth a dream.
It will end by not doing it.
-Oskar
09.04.2026
Recently I dance alone
Even devil says no
I asked him
he took me to hell
I liked it
music was great
but it was too hot
I burned myself
had to go
and put my teeth in the snow
-Oskar
04.04.2026
Lucifer
If I could request one person
for a walk,
I would ask for Lucifer.
I would then walk with him
and ask:
“Can I work for you?”
and:
“When do I start?”
Otherwise —
see you in hell.
- Oskar
18.01.2026
I did Whistle on my birthday
Wished myself no more
In my dreams Im still alive
dodging my own bullets
Nothing is born in a box
My lonely gasoline
- Oskar
31.03.2026
Stay Away
WARNING
high voltage
touching can cause
permanent damage
or even
death
keep clear of
rotating machinery
DANGER
high voltage
supervision prohibited
hazardous area
use extreme
caution
touching can cause death
do not touch
EXIT
- Oskar
13.01.2026
Nice fucking poem
I will go down with this shit
I'd rather feel pain than nothing
we are not close
we are closing
lock it
and exit trough the window
I notice it later.
MUCHO
AMOR
-O
21.03.2026
Tell me yes when I want no.
Where do you go now?
He is just a man, you’ll lose twice.
Art your demand.
Too good to share, keep for dead.
They are always right, wrong dies.
Leaves and comes with rain,
where people deal with rats
because they have nothing for the devil.
I make you laugh.
You want me die.
I feel so much better now.
- Oskar
04.01.2026
Letter in a plastic bag.
Stay, tell me more about this connection.
Day goes, no sun tonight, just black.
Questioned twice if I’m doing fine.
Almost stopped, it’s a second guess
with an antiplan to not tell anyone.
Stand by no, till it’s good again.
I read quiet, everything.
It won’t stop me
if I have more.
— Oskar
26.12.2025
It is about you and me.
Today cigarettes don’t taste right.
Smoking them like watching a TV series,
but starting from the last episode.
Undefined difference
between now and yesterday.
Accepting rejection
of that broken carousel
yet still making more circles.
It’s patterns repeating differently.
Leaving me with a wish
to have a new pair of eyes,
and teaching
even a piece of paper
can cut like a blade.
- Oskar
15.01.2025
Love for two
I like when there is some water
in the ashtray.
Just enough to kill the fire,
stop the smoke
of what does not serve anymore.
Toxic poison, hard to watch.
It is an ugly mixture
of what is left,
with the function
to end the flame.
Then a thought,
out of place.
Clear to push away,
but it comes back,
like I am thirsty
and have nothing else.
— Oskar
20.12.2024
Creating chaos with dull scissors.
Starting late, in the wrong direction.
Something in my eye —
nothing, just pain.
Falling in line with potential,
trying to function
like an umbrella
that never sees the sun.
I forget —
I’m only here to say goodbye.
— Oskar
25.06.2025
It snows again,
as usual it comes as a surprise.
It snows so much
that I miss mosquitoes already.
They are honest,
they want your blood,
offer nothing in return.
They left, as expected
but like it’s nobody’s concern.
Now it’s just a picture
without the memory.
They will be back,
just wait.
They will come back,
same but different.
They will take
what they want
and leave you again.
- Oskar
22.11.2024
