Clinical Observation(14.03.2026)

Clinical observation

if I didn’t something wrong

slowly isolating into

my own metaphor

the dog follows

one part experiencing

one part watching

her loss

my pain

he is

and what’s left

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- Oskar

14.03.2026

Lucifer

If I could request one person

for a walk,

I would ask for Lucifer.

I would then walk with him

and ask:

“Can I work for you?”

and:

“When do I start?”

Otherwise —

see you in hell.

- Oskar

18.01.2026

Stay Away

WARNING

high voltage

touching can cause

permanent damage

or even

death

keep clear of

rotating machinery

DANGER

high voltage

supervision prohibited

hazardous area

use extreme

caution

touching can cause death

do not touch

EXIT

- Oskar

13.01.2026

Tell me yes when I want no.

Where do you go now?

He is just a man, you’ll lose twice.

Art your demand.

Too good to share, keep for dead.

They are always right, wrong dies.

Leaves and comes with rain,

where people deal with rats

because they have nothing for the devil.

I make you laugh.

You want me die.

I feel so much better now.

- Oskar

04.01.2026

Letter in a plastic bag.

Stay, tell me more about this connection.

Day goes, no sun tonight, just black.

Questioned twice if I’m doing fine.

Almost stopped, it’s a second guess

with an antiplan to not tell anyone.

Stand by no, till it’s good again.

I read quiet, everything.

It won’t stop me

if I have more.

— Oskar

26.12.2025

It is about you and me.

Today cigarettes don’t taste right.

Smoking them like watching a TV series,

but starting from the last episode.

Undefined difference

between now and yesterday.

Accepting rejection

of that broken carousel

yet still making more circles.

It’s patterns repeating differently.

Leaving me with a wish

to have a new pair of eyes,

and teaching

even a piece of paper

can cut like a blade.

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- Oskar

15.01.2025

Love for two

I like when there is some water

in the ashtray.

Just enough to kill the fire,

stop the smoke

of what does not serve anymore.

Toxic poison, hard to watch.

It is an ugly mixture

of what is left,

with the function

to end the flame.

Then a thought,

out of place.

Clear to push away,

but it comes back,

like I am thirsty

and have nothing else.

— Oskar

20.12.2024

Creating chaos with dull scissors.

Starting late, in the wrong direction.

Something in my eye —

nothing, just pain.

Falling in line with potential,

trying to function

like an umbrella

that never sees the sun.

I forget —

I’m only here to say goodbye.

— Oskar

25.06.2025

It snows again,

as usual it comes as a surprise.

It snows so much

that I miss mosquitoes already.

They are honest,

they want your blood,

offer nothing in return.

They left, as expected

but like it’s nobody’s concern.

Now it’s just a picture

without the memory.

They will be back,

just wait.

They will come back,

same but different.

They will take

what they want

and leave you again.

- Oskar

22.11.2024